I just got back from a 7 week trip to my homecountry Indonesia and am at the end of my jetlag.  This year might seem uncertain for many of us but it doesn't stop me from just seizing my days everyday and also this year however it might turn into.

Before I get to the gist of this email I'd like to inform that I just reactivated my monthly membership since I received tons of reports that people can no longer find my subscriptions button on my page or the link is broken. Use this link and you'll get better interactive way of coaching almost like private coaching with 1/7 of the price and you get to keep the 1 class/month (will soon be $127 so lock yourself up in this $111 price today and you will also be in the lottery to win my private coaching valued at $699 when we reach 100 members). 

With Fan Subscriptions you don't keep any class but you have access to the library consisting of 269 classes so far (over 315 hours of streaming) as long as you're a member and attend live the weekly satsang and I'll show up again on Friday.  And if you're lucky your dilemma can be made into a topic of the month and I will get in depth finding solutions to them.

However, if you want to find in the FS anyway, I have found a way to navigate this hardship imposed on me by Fakebook, sign up for the annual membership here.  Currently at $1188/year ($144 off) and after 2 sign ups I will increase it to $1332.  And it is really a STEAL so take advantage of that option while it's still available.

And I'm also preparing for my last class in the Cycle 2 Midas Touch, Exploration Of Your Genius Zone, "The Yin And Yang Balance In The Work Place" that wil happen Saturday, April 1 at 6 PM EST and we're also opening for Cycle 3 Hybrid with early bird specials $500 OFF till May 31, 2023.  Respond to this email if you want to inquire about this one-of-a-kind program and how it can help you in every aspect of your life, especially business and career.

Now, , are you feeling stuck in your love life? Does the man you adore seem slacking and has stalled bringing his courtship to the next level? Do you need my help tweaking your approach and energy?  Do you want to work with the One and Only Ultimate Love Guru the universe has to offer who is also the Anointed Divine Feminine of The Millennium IN PERSON so you will get a break through out of these soul-sucking frustrations? Then let’s talk because my next big event will be in Cabo, Mexico and this might be what you need in terms of overcoming your blind spot and healing of all your unresolved issues.

Why meeting me and doing the work face-to-face is so MUCH MORE POWERFUL? Take if from Conny, a participant of the 2019 retreat at my home:

"Hi my dear Kat,

 

Apologies for not responding earlier to your emails!

 

I hope you doing well and the troubles with homepage and all that are solved. Your touching Newsletter about that made me feel good. Not because you were having troubles but shared struggles are half struggles as we say in German.

 

I waited so long to feedback my experiences at the retreat and process after as I hoped to come up with good news (and I’m really bad in writing emails too ).

 

But when I start I do it excessively, LONG TEXT ALLERT, haha.

 

First of all I’d like to thank you for the awesome time at your place. You don’t promise too much in your promotions for it.

 

It’s been mind-blowing and out of this world, a truly magical experience. Thanks to you but also the other ladies of our small group and their feedback too.

 

I came back to Germany feeling renewed after this journey which was one of the most important ones of my life so far. Never invested so much in myself before and absolutely happy I did!

 

Also a big shout out to Joey who was so supportingly caring, keeping in mind all the Ladies' needs pushing and pulling on him lol!

 

Please tell him greetings from me. You two been lovely hosts in this very private setting, feeling like friends.

 

When I told a friend, who was very critical about spending so much money for a workshop before, she said, "Wow that sounds like something that money can buy, I’m glad you did that!“

 

I highly recommend your retreats to all the Ladies who follow you. Meeting in person was important for me to know where exactly I’m standing. The audios and long distance advice wasn’t enough, I needed to get a real feeling for digging deeper into what’s going on.

 

At the retreat I learned I’m quite good in some parts, quite in neuroses zone in others.

 

Let me share what happened in the meanwhile and how the learnings of the retreat helped me.

 

Unfortunately things with work got even more messed up when I came back.

 

Like I assumed this guy/company owner cancelled our agreement so I was and still am out of work enough for living.

 

That, in combination with the struggles I’ve had the months before, threw me deep in neuroses zone. Somehow I couldn’t do much for weeks besides in a way enjoying the summer and mingle with friends to not slip into a proper depression.

 

There’s even been a time when the tax office locked my bank account because they wanted the taxes of 3 years solid, thousands of Euros, of course I couldn’t pay.

 

Like it always is, if things are bad there’s always a way it can get worse….

Needed to take out a loan and that’s when, funny enough, the way I’ve seen things began to brighten up.

 

Shortly I doubted my decision to come to California as I would’ve been able to pay at least a part of the tax loan if I didn't.

 

But said to myself "No, I did it for a reason and it helped me big time, I trust my gut feeling and it was right!“

 

My bank took good care of the concern and my consultant even said my credit score is really good so that’s no problem at all. I was like "Really?? I feel like I’m on the financial edge all the time."

 

Well, looks like I can’t be that bad just because I don’t fit well in every place, haha.

 

Luckily, I’ve had a booking from adidas in between that saved my ass for now but just in short terms. They valued my work a lot, complementing and thanking me for the support many times.

 

Guess is the Universe hinted I’m at a high level with my works and need to keep it up. This other company just wasn’t on that level…

 

Really want to value myself better, hard to break through the pattern of being hard to myself but getting closer.

 

Your teachings helped me keeping mental sanity: Surrender, let the river carry me and look for a way out. Silencing thoughts or at least watching them without attachment. Silence the doer but doing what’s necessary. Getting in touch with my Genius Zone, forgiving myself when I fail.

 

Meditation when feeling lousy and much more.

 

The other ladies in the retreat taught me how obviously thoughts can change my vibration. I’m taking good care of that now, at least when realizing. That hint was overly precious to me.

 

Overall I’m more open when being with other people thanks to that and show my sunny side more, that feels so lovely and my friends love it too!

In regards to love, nothing relevant so far besides I feel the shifts in myself FINALLY.

 

When I came back home I switched off my Tinder as I ran on a low frequency. Anyway, had 3 guys in my rotation left.

 

Two of them are fuckboys/players but VERY handsome, sexy and smart.

But the 3rd one raised the bar and made those players loose. Even though I’m not interested in him romantically and lost sexual attraction on him too, he finally opened my eyes what a real man is supposed to do.

 

Consistent, caring, cooking, bringing me little things each time we met. Deep conversation, nice activities together and not afraid to share, even though he's rebounding hard.

 

Now I was ready for seeing that. Some months ago I wouldn't.

 

Rotation, rotation, rotation plus inner work is the best therapy.

 

Now I know what I’m looking for. With those players I’ve been on the right track but they’ve been lacking and behaving lousy too.

 

I want both, the handsome and cool as well as the giving masculine.

Thinking back it’s a brand-new quality of man I’m attracting now. They’re much more masculine than ever. Of course I’m having trouble to adjust to that lol.

 

I’ll never be the super demure type who can be with an alpha alpha but there is still room to tone down my masculine, intimidating side when it comes to love.

 

Taking it step by step, forgiving myself when slipping but confess I can’t wait to get there...

 

Still struggling with softening boundaries while not falling into the doormat trap. Swinging to one way or another, trying to get to the sane middle. And still talk too much, aaarrgghh, hahahah.

 

Will go back on Tinder the next days and see what happens…

 

The classes I have that helped me in this situation are the How to be High Value and Easy to Lose class (of course), How to Get Out of The Friendzone, Leaning back workshop, and especially the codependent class. You should promote that it more, it’s tough but GOLD!

 

Reading my retreat notes as well as to the classes I bought and the freebies over and over.

 

It rattles me, turning around my whole world and view.

 

Also learned being emotionally available isn’t just not thinking about being emotionally unavailable anymore.

 

It’s hard work, unlearning 42 years of habits isn’t easy but I’ll make it, I swear .

 

Checking on myself all the time. Where do I flake, withdraw, escape, shut down, play around, not telling my truth and all that shit?

 

I’m a work in progress like all of us and honor wherever I am in the journey as you always say.

 

Coming a long way before and after I found you, getting closer to my essence and best self each day.

 

At least I’ve had loads of time to study your teaching after coming back from the retreat and did that like crazy.

 

I’m convinced it’s been the right time to come over. Been drawn to this for a year, there’s always a reason behind such intuition.

 

Thank you so much for your work. Believe in you and your intention of making the world a better place with it.

 

I’ll definitely stick with you. Right now I can’t buy anything but plan to take a new course or sign up for the fan subscriptions when possible.

 

Or save for coming to another retreat?

 

It’s been sooo good, definitely will come to another one at a nice sunny beach.

 

And sorry for the long email

 

Hugs and kiss,

Conny"

 

I hope to see you in person at my home or in Cabo this year.  And if you want to know more about the fan subscriptions (that can now be accessed thorugh annual membership only) what classes you can enjoy carry on reading to the end of this email.