I had been dating my boyfriend for a year and we had our own issues such as finances, intimacy, and insecurities problems... which both weighed heavily on our relationship and a lot of resentment and expectations had built up overtime.
We both loved each other very much, but sometimes
we would ask ourselves is love truly enough?? We both always believed in self improvement studies and spiritual, physical, and mental growth - as we both always pushed one another to be better.
And yet I still didn’t have all the tools or the knowledge to control my thoughts and emotions and neither did he... which eventually took its toll and ended our relationship on Christmas Day last year. We were both broken... our hearts smashed into a million
pieces💔.
The first month I was a wreck- barely ate, slept and cried a lot. My whole world turned upside down. One month in.. I started revamping products that I had bought a few years go from Kat that I had previously purchased... leaning back workshop, her book, etc... and I remember one of her guests spoke highly of the Journey Inward program and to me I finally told myself well I need to start from ground zero and really work on what’s inside of me and find out why I repeat the same patterns...
Once I started listening to the program I was obsessed... taking notes, listening to it in the car, at home, in the shower.. I loved it!! It literally showed me the keys to Happiness... and that there IS hope from our Ego and we CAN be masters of our
thoughts by having the tools to becoming AWARE and being our True Self.
It changed my whole outlook on myself and life... my family and friends were blown away by my new zest and energy for life now ... as I shared my new found knowledge with them as well and they wanted to have it too!!
In the meantime my EUM and I started to talk again entertaining the idea of trying it again.. he actually even wrote me a
dear Jane email (break up email) telling me we should just go on our own ways for good- a week after I was diving deep into Journey Inward and I had yet to share it with him...
I remember the moment exactly when I opened that email and I could feel my heart pounding in my chest... and I took a few deep breaths, Accepting it, and finally just released that energy- of him and Us back into the universe and just letting
go.
Suddenly the Awe-ha moment happened- the Awakening hit me... and it felt like God literally reached down and ripped the band aids off my eyes... and I could see!!!!
As KAT had said in this program- you never know when it will hit you but when it does - your mind will finally be open. I literally had let go of what I clung to the most which was my EUM and i was literally set free from the prison of my
mind.
Free from the chains that held me to suffering and pain... cuz I had finally realized we all have a choice to be happy. That God had always made our cups full from day 1. Society tells us do you look at life as your cup being half full or half empty? Not true at all!! It’s all a belief, and a delusion!!
To make us believe we are lacking from within and that we have to find our happiness and the
feeling of being complete outside of us. We must know the Truth that we have been full of God and love this whole time- any extra love we experience in life is all over flow... and any sad experiences that come our way can never touch the fullness of our cup... it’s literally the keys to Happiness when you see through the eyes of the Awakening to know you have the control and power of your own mind.
I remember sending an email to Kat letting her know
that I now understand why the Chinese Buddha statue is always laughing. It's because he knows the Truth, he is Awakened, Aware, and treats the mind like an object!!
And I found myself starting to laugh like Buddha and it was definitely invigorating to know his secret! It gave me that inner peace and stillness I was hoping to find in myself. The Journey inward made everything come full circle for me and everything finally made
sense.
So after my EUM sent that Dear Jane email and I had the Awe- ha moment I wrote him a reply that blew his socks off and it showed strength and confidence from a new me... as I agreed with what he told me in the email but I was also sorry that I wasn’t able to share with him my Awakening that had transpired this past week and wished him the best of luck.
Well it intrigued him enough and he wanted to
meet with me for lunch to hear more about this Journey Inward that I found. It’s what literally turned around my relationship with my EUM. He was excited about this rebirth and as it opened the doors again to the possibilities of us trying it again it still took 2 more months before we decided to make it
official but it also gave us that time to date other people during that time as well.
As Kat said Rotation is definitely key... it helped soften the boundaries and shifted the energy. The Journey inward and the rotation all had to occur for my EUM and I to get back together and I continue to thank Kat from the bottom of my heart for helping me find
happiness and peace within myself no matter if I’m alone or in a relationship.
As Buddha wants us to know that an Awakening isn’t a final destination like reaching the top of a mountain and you are free... and Awakening happens everyday. It’s because you have to carry that sword in your hand all the time when you fight the battles of your thoughts. To be aware and awakened knowing it’s all just thoughts and nothing more and you have the ability to
chose to be happy and Free.
Today I’m definitely far from perfect and I still have my weak moments but I feel stronger and more in control then ever before and everyday I’m filled with Gratitude, Forgiveness, Awareness, Mindfulness, Love, and Always a Student in life... and to me that’s WINNING!!!!
Now my boyfriend and I are full of hope and excited about our future with all our new tools of knowledge we
both have learned over the course of our break up. We can safely say that True Love does conquer all.
So Ladies never give up on yourselves... Always continue the will to be Better. We all have skeletons and issues that we deal with everyday. But the good news is there is Always Hope... our journey will be long and every chapter will be an adventure... it’s up to us to make our book of life Epic!!
This program is the ultimate of all relationship programs, you can sign up per module or for the entire program. And if you help me
with one payment I will gift you with classes from the
Goddess Interview Series (respond to this email for more detail). To be honest I have listened to even some veteran coaches' stuff and they're dry and boring as hell I can't even finish listening to the whys we need to sign up for their programs, let alone
actually signing up for more of their insomnia-curing drivel.
Mind stuff is shallow and boring. Most of my clients
are addicted to my teachings they make me a "Zagat-reviewed restaurant" they have to visit over and over simply for the nourishment of their soul.
And that is the key to
my success. Not bragging. Not exaggeration of my success and celebrity status. But the consistent amazing results I produce day in day out because I'm so dedicated to this cause of transforming women at every corner of the world.
Because I offer pain killers, not vitamins.
Dedication comes from the heart. Discipline and ambition come from the
mind.
