Last Friday the 13th was the harvest (full) moon and I soaked in my "let yourself go" hot tub and spontaneously did a class in the dark (only under the moon light): How We Project Our Sob Stories and Make Him Responsible for Our Misery.  Next full moons I'll do it with candles lit and it feels I have just found a new way of being creative with the gift that I have, ha! :)

 

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And I just did the first day of the 3-Day Workshop on How to Love and Date Meditatively.  It ran almost 90 mins and it was a great class 2 days ago.  I talked about what the concept of meditation is all about and what living meditatively entails or looks like.

 

If you want to sign up, you can do it on the link below. This workshop will guide you out of your head and access a new dimension of reality that very few people know how to do or that it even exists!  Next week I'll delve with 2nd day topic: how to make love and fall in love (and fight) meditatively.

 

How to Date and Love Meditatively

After the class I had to deal with recurring problems at the business and deep sadness washed over me.

 

Yup, you might wonder if Kat has ever felt sad.  Yes of course I do. I'm feeling it now, the fragility and vulnerability of life we all experience.

 

My life is grand, no doubt about it.  Other than immense gratitude I feel every day, I also feel compassion for much suffering I see around me.  Animals' suffering. People's suffering.  My parents' suffering.  My clients' suffering.

 

The images of 9/11 18 years ago have been weighing heavy on me as well.  The suffering of all these people who were there or impacted by it and had to deal with it for the rest of their lives.

 

That's not to mention other calamities and tragedies our brothers and sisters experience every day around the world.

 

I feel compassion even for myself of how hard being an online entrepreneur can be, how alone I feel at times with no one to turn to.  Not even Joe who has to deal with his own suffering dealing with dying fish in our pond the last few weeks.  The fish are his babies, he's been investing a lot of time and energy into raising them the last 2 years and now they're dying on him and he's scrambling to find the cause.

 

Life gets so real with you at times, doesn't it?

 

I am soaking it all, not resisting it but just being aware of it and letting me feel the intensity of it all as tears roll down my face.

 

Embracing your sadness or whatever intense emotions you're feeling is what living meditatively is all about.

 

And I'm walking my talk as we speak....  I talk about the sorrow-free mind.  I have a sorrow-free mind but from time to time sorrow hits nevertheless.  It's called being human.

 

I am embracing the good and the bad of being human.  And the great thing is I feel so much better at this point of writing this. :)

 

The good news is now I'm taking actions to rectify ongoing problems with my website by having my web developer migrate our membership onto a new platform.  That doesn't mean, however, that we won't deal with new issues with a new platform.  I can already imagine how buggy the experience will be as migration is never a walk in the park for any online entrepreneur.

 

So brace yourself if you experience problems accessing your products in the coming weeks, .

 

We can only try our best every day in whatever we do.

 

And look at the bright side.  The bright side is when I started the website in 2013 I didn't think I would be having hundreds of products.  I was just trying to sell an ebook back then and something very simple would suffice because I thought after that one time download I would never hear from my customers again.

 

Little did I know I created a monster with this gig.

 

It just happened.  I didn't plan nor know this would happen.

 

And now I've grown so much this platform no longer serves me and only causes a lot of hurdles in my professional life.  And by then I have had over 13,000 clients depending on my site working properly every waking moment of my life.

 

That's, I guess, a great problem to have, right?

 

I am grateful to what life throws at me.  I couldn't have expected anything better, seriously I couldn't and can't.

 

Life/the universe has been so generous to me and I can only express my gratitude by continuing to serve those who need my help.  At best I can.  Even when it gets so hard and frustrating at times.

 

Phew, , enough with the pity party.  It's time for me to put on my big girl pants again.

 

Before I end this vulnerable email, I'd like to announce 2 spots for HUGE DEAL on my Bali retreat this November 6-9.  I won't bore you with details cause not everyone needs to know.  So if you've been considering it, respond to this email.  Let's talk.

 

You will get to practice choiceless awareness with the 3-Day Workshop mentioned above without judgment and inner conflict (I will guide you by hand), and our Bali retreat will expand on that during our 4-day stay there.

 

I want you to be there, so if you have been considering this but doubting yourself (maybe because you don't know what to expect to travel half-way around the globe), I'm here to make you say YES with conviction so please talk to me.

 

You'll get smarter and wiser with every class, your EUM or any guy who finds you attractive will melt in your divine feminine presence.